clarity

sometimes, a night in the bar contemplating other peoples' suggestions actually results in something useful.

in other news

I think way too much.

elaboration redux

One of my old-school talk.bizarre friends made a useful comment to me earlier; what if I'm just now reacting to a failure to advance emotionallly from where I was seven years ago. It's taken four pints and maybe one hundred pages of a book for me to drag that view into perspective, and in all honesty I think it's the one I want and the best line of pursuit. It simultaneously promises delivery from a persistent state of past and a promise for the future, which I guess is what I've been trying to find. You know who you are; go you! you rock!