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waider ([personal profile] waider) wrote2003-12-23 12:26 am
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elaboration redux

One of my old-school talk.bizarre friends made a useful comment to me earlier; what if I'm just now reacting to a failure to advance emotionallly from where I was seven years ago. It's taken four pints and maybe one hundred pages of a book for me to drag that view into perspective, and in all honesty I think it's the one I want and the best line of pursuit. It simultaneously promises delivery from a persistent state of past and a promise for the future, which I guess is what I've been trying to find. You know who you are; go you! you rock!

[identity profile] bitpuddle.livejournal.com 2003-12-22 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
All joking aside, I feel as if I'm about 10 years behind where I should be emotionally. I've thought this for some time.

I've been particularly cognizant of this for the last two months; I think I'm reacting to difficult people differently.

What book were you reading?
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[identity profile] waider.livejournal.com 2003-12-23 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
"Chasing Che" by Patrick Symmes. It's not actually relevant to my state of mind, just something to park in front of me while I'm cogitating.